I am so so silly. I need to remember to write down when I’m on call at Urban and when it’s an actual shift so I don’t show up when they don’t need me. I was really excited to be there too. Haha. Oh well, I got a trip to Reny’s, some granola, and Dunkin’s out of my mistake. And now I’m free to burn and read books in my bed all day! :3 And it’s a good day because even though I’m rain-soaked and wind-blown, I still feel pretty.
I went to the bank and deposited most of my paycheck and then walked around and looked in a few stores and then bought a couple used paperbacks and it was kind of nice but still there was something missing.
Now I just want to lay in my bed and read under my open window but instead I have to go to work soon because I wasted my whole day sleeping and being sad. How fucking stupid.
You guys should talk to me because without thinking I just chugged 2 beers because I was super thirsty after work and it was all I had and I ate a cannacookie bar also without thinking so in about 20 minutes I’ll be super down to chat.
MaryJane and pizza is the only thing that makes my pain stop. Staying sad is so silly, why would anyone give up.
